Haiya this world is juz so cruel to some people...

Still haven't gotten over the whole day's events which probably made me as pissed as i have ever been for the whole of dis yr...

Today has really not been a gd day for me...probably becos of a lack of slp due to yest's watching of league cup final until 2 am which gave me a hangover for as long as i was in school and liverpool had to lose...plus after getting to know of some juniors' Os results i felt even worse upon realising that a few of them might not be able to stay in vj after the march holidays...

now it's down to the whole dragon babies population striving for places in the jcs they really want to be in...
and appeals shall take place these few wks for those who hope to be in their dream jc by the time march hols are over but feel that they cannot get in with their results...

still remember myself appealing for a place in hc after prelims...well it was unsuccessful but turned out to be a blessing in disguise =D... things are totally different now though as i hope for everyone from junior class and wushu to stay...if not it would be like a missing piece from a jigsaw puzzle...and life wouldn't be so interesting anymore...

BLEAH!!!

My elder sister watched constantine one wk ago...

My younger sister watched howl's moving castle 2 days ago...

i wanna watch both of them but haven't got the chance to -_-"

it's always the case of wanting to do something but in the end not having the chance to that most people encounter...

Gotta recover from my flu soon..it had better not get any worse...

Writing gp essay tmr...can imagine myself struggling to keep awake while doing it..

Training will be fun =D

O lvl results coming out soon...wish that everyone does very well so they can either stay where they are happily or move to the jc of their choice...GOOD LUCK!!!

And to everyone else...juz enjoy the happy events u encounter everyday while forgetting abt the other depressing stuff around u...basically stay happy..

"Life will always be better if you live it happily."

4th February Outing With TCHS wushu buddies

This was held at Marche at Heeren as everyone met up around 7 or 8 plus liddat becos most of us had training be4 that...to jy who had to sacrifice..sorry lar...and den to the rest of the peeps juz wanna say i had a fantastic and fun time with u guys haha...

although marche food ain't that cheap i still managed to spend moderately enuff to keep me full then...haha..at least i saw so many ppl which i quite long nvr see liao then we still crap alot as usual...catching up with each other on life...mostly boring and sian...budden there are exceptions like for someone particular who has *ahem*...lol

5th Feb 4 Kings Outing...

So it was a totally unexpected outing for me as i woke up at 12 when i received the msg that said meet at orchard at 2 becos they wanted to look at handphones..so obviously i was taken aback and naturally late hahha...and so we juz walked around town looking for nice hps like sony ericsson's k500i and k700 (something liddat) and den we even went for gelare(which was our very first time we really felt like spending money on such food)

6th Feb JTS Outing...

held at marina bay...reached there early...waited for ppl for a long time at the mrt...then proceeded to have steamboat...had a really nice time interacting with the juniors..haha..i went to sit together with the juniors then we all crapping and stuff...talk so much crap and crack so many jokes that ppl all eat finish already want to go arcade we still bbqing our chicken meat...

someone surprisingly sang on stage for our classes haha and although his rendition of "The Moon Represents My Heart" (translate into chinese urself) wasn't that gd..i tink his efforts are commendable lar to say the least...

overall..i tink some ppl din really enjoy jts as much as possible..but at least for me i was really happy thru the whole night spent with the juniors...at least it made us closer i tink...

8th Feb CNY Eve...

Had wushu performance in the morning...good thing was i tink our performance was overall one of the better and more exciting ones... (i hope i'm not wrong lol..and i liked the CO one) budden the bad thing was my own performance din really turn out as gd as wat i wanted...nevertheless that being my last performance in sch...i feel proud to sort of perform everytime i am asked to...hehe...at least it beats sitting around looking at the performances by other ppl and not doing anything myself...

After that rushed back to tchs MYSELF becos SOME PPL din wanna go back haha and so i was left alone on the whole long journey back...was super tired and slept thru until i reached sch..met zx then walked to staffroom to see teachers...in the end only managed to see one of them becos the rest all gone for staff lunch liaoz...so sian diaoz...

from chs i went on to bugis for reunion lunch with my vj wushu peers...as usual slept on the bus again...had a simple lunch at food court but managed to have a great time with them...

and den at night was the reunion dinner at my uncle's house...this yr was entirely different in that we had potluck with everyone contributing diff kinds of food..not the traditional kind of steamboat or restaurant fare but stuff like popiah, prawns, vegetarian food (a must) etc... watched tv and played cards and mahjong until like 2 am then reached home...hahaha..after that still din want to slp yet becos must shou3 shui4 then ended up dotaing with jo...

11th Feb CrossCountry Day

Well juz wanna say tat this was one of the most fun x-country runs i ever had...running with 3 other gd friends where we support each other thruout the whole race and end the whole thingy together was really nice...at least the team spirit among us was there...

then went cafe cartel for lunch as decided by the gals...be4 going home to get ready to go watch constantine...in the end din get to watch becos tickets were hot and selling so fast that watching from the front row with ur necks strained upwards was the only option which we din wan...

Staying at home for 1st day of cny without going out at all is not all that nice...haha

Cannot visit any relatives at all...
Cannot receive any angbaos at all...
What a cny this is for me...

Those of u who know why...gd for u
Those of u who dunno...dun ask me lol

At least i have lots of good food to eat...

but i'm feeling bored at home...

constantine on friday??? still deciding...

Let's see...

I am terribly busy nowadays with added on trainings and also bogged down by so many tutorials which i haven done...and even some of those completed by the tutors i haven't finished...plus the fact that cross country and napfa mock test is coming and i have to train for them and even though i should fail the latter 2 wks later i will not be disheartened becos i am training for the long run... =D... and besides all the above mentioned stuff..i am still very slack as a student who doesn't know how to get down to work seriously almost all the time and despite hearing of a few other classmates who have progressed way beyond my expectations...i still dun have any (or rather not much) motivation to do homework as much as i wish i could...and despite lots of stuff bombarding me(including the abovementioned...) i am still feeling very happy not only for today but also throughout these few wks as i sort of optimistically tell myself to relax...haha...

"Relax" is some sort of my new pet phrase now as i go around telling everyone to relax in whatever they do...lol...juz dun give urself too much pressure and look on the bright side of things...everything shall and will turn out fine in the end =)

And so it's gonna be cny soon and i am sort of in the festive mood liao...hahaha...when u start singing or hearing others sing cny songs and then u get to collect free angbaos plus the fact that ur pe teacher wishes u gong xi fa cai...u know everyone wants the holidays to come...seriously i tink everyone needs and wants a break..haha...and then the cny hols is almost the whole of next wk with monday being a friday with early dismissal instead and friday having cross country...it's as if the whole wk is juz having fun and slacking...and so next wk would be great for meeting up with friends,having fun and resting at home...

Managed to interact really well with some ppl from my junior class today...and it was quite fun juz talking to one another...and from the conversations we had..i tink our juniors are a fun and nice bunch haha..at least when i approached them today they din react as though i was some stranger and we also managed to talk quite a bit lar...and i got to know some angels/mortals as well...haha me being the postman got advantages too...budden too bad i no angel lar..hahaha..oh well...and then when i heard a junior who dun have angel also...i suddenly feel like writing a letter to that person..hahaha...so much for being a postman..i get to realise how ppl feel when they come asking for letters and then feeling dejected when there's none...and since i got time (even though i got tutorials to do but dun feel like doing)...maybe i will write in the end...for the fun of it..haha...well if only everything in life was fun...

jts is either this sat or sun and i am looking forward to it...hehe...hope that everyone gets to know everyone else better...especially for the juniors and seniors...anyway juz wish that there would be more chances for get togethers with the juniors bah...at least it adds a new dimension to everyone's life...with more joy fun and laughter...life would be so much better...haha

this entry has been one of the longest in a while...perhaps it's becos i am juz feeling positive and happy abt everything around me now which juz makes me continue typing and typing even though some stuff above may be crap to some of u...and at the same time not doing homework once again and instead in front of the computer slacking...haha...

"I admit I am slacky but at least I am happy." =D