2 weeks of school is officially over! Haha it's been quite fast actually, with Convocation happening on the Saturday be4 the first day of lessons, Vivace last Friday and then Freshmen Bash last night...all in all, they were fun! =)
And before all of that was summer holidays when basically i went overseas thrice (China for ASM, HK, Macau & Shenzhen for family holiday, and KL/Genting for Samba Retreat), faci-ed for 2 camps (FTB & Bondue) and helped out in 1 more (ASOC), underwent FTB trainings and learnt a whole lot, was heavily involved in Samba activities (Summer Tour + organising the retreat + running for elections), gave tuition to my 2 kids as usual and just made many frens and enjoyed myself loads!
Like i was telling ben today over tauhuay, i'm really thankful that i managed to make a few really close frens this summer whom we can relate to each other very well...somehow going thru the same experiences together does help bond us to be closer...=D
Once again, i am procrastinating over doing my work and instead, doing other stuff like uploading my overdue convoc photos on FB and tagging frens inside...and den chatting on msn at the same time...and blogging now...still not in the mood to get into studying mode (it's not even mugging hahaha) and to think that one of my goals for this new sem is to get a super high GPA lol...still possible of coz since only 2 wks have passed but i know i cannot maintain this current high level of chillax-ing...not to say that i'm extremely chillax too becos my other commitments do make me busy too which accounts for quite a lot of my time-which-is-not-used-for-studying...
Some people said that i've changed since entering smu...in terms of being more outspoken and vocal, talking lots more crap and juz presenting a diff side of myself they din see be4...hahaha...and den i kinda realised tat what they said was quite true...sometimes i am still the quiet me in front of strangers but it's happening much lesser than be4...and now i juz open my mouth and start talking to them and somehow build a relationship from the process...
And den there are times i realise tat i say things i shouldn't, only to kinda regret it later on...i do love talking (tat's the excuse i give myself for saying lotsa things) but there has to be some control over wat i say lah...haha need to process what i wan to say in my brain first in future be4 i say it out...
As much as i see myself as a very optimistic person, there are times when i do emo too...and at these times, i do alot of thinking which perhaps isn't such a good thing to do since i mess up my own thoughts too and get more confused in the process...and den the feeling sux when the thoughts juz somehow come back to my brain at random times (unless they are good ones haha)...luckily i've got frens who provide a listening ear to what i have to share and give me advice too hahah =)...
I said this to myself before and I shall do it again: I need to reorganise my life!
