Ups and Downs...
haha so i was feeling sianz and down from saturday nite till sunday when it was raining the whole day...was complaining to joseph abt how i felt when sometimes in camp i am juz feeling sian and tired when some things happen...lol..den today i realised that i was so dumb to have felt that way...zzz...haha..when i was in camp today, i felt much happier than yesterday even though there were tough pt sessions and other stuff (maybe becos i kept seeing how the new recruits cannot march properly..haha juz kidding)...it felt as though i juz woke up from a nightmare and everything's back to normal with me being optimistic and happy once again...haha...and now i am back to having the mindset that army's actually quite fun after all once again...hahaha...previously i was sort of getting a little strained due to the hectic schedule of army life..budden now i realise that there are alot more things that i shld look forward to instead of tinking of those stupid stuff that makes me feel worked up for nothing...yah lor so my life is back to normal liddat lor...
I shall grow stronger from all this...haha...