This is weird but i dun feel good..as in i feel unpleasant for dunno what reason which now juz makes me feel so sian..perhaps it's becos of booking in again later tonite...den i see everyone around me and their lives also dun seem that gd at the moment...(esp for the ns guys who almoz all complain dat it's really sian)
It's like my life is actually not that bad after all and may even be envied by other ns guys but i somehow feel it's in some sort of mess...where i actually juz feel like "why do i have to do this or that?" or "How can i make myself feel better?"...
hahaha...i am usually an optimistic person but there are times like this when i juz dunno what's really happening to me...not that my life is really that bad now...juz feeling a sense of monotony and boredom which really does not make things better...haha...
i also dunno why i am writing this post...perhaps to juz say everything out and make myself feel better...not to mention that i am wasting time here on the com when i actually shld be studying for an exam or doing other more constructive stuff like packing for bk in tonite...haha..
zzz...