Been busy the past wk with work tat wasn't that tough...but most likely the work's gonna escalate and make me a much busier person for the nxt few months altho i reckon it cannot really be compared to those of other ppl i know...

Anyway it's been quite an action-packed wk with me travelling from cck back to home and den going to west mall at bukit batok(which i haven gone in a really long time) to watch transformers with the 4c ppl(whom i haven seen in a equally-long-if-not-longer time) last nite..

Den went amk hub this afternoon for a walk around for the first time there with wilson and nigo...very long nvr go amk le..haha i still rmb last time when studying for a lvls den sometimes will go amk library to go study one...and eat the nice mee pok there...

Juz returned from claz outing with the vj peeps..haha..turnout was quite reasonable considering the quite sudden rush of organising the outing and getting the replies from everyone as well as other events going on today (national stadium closure party, christina aguilera concert, ndp rehearsal etc etc)..din see them for quite some time liao but basically we all still look the same lar..not much changes...

Had a casual online chat in the evening and it was quite special and interesting as we talked abt how it's human nature to always assume that other scenarios are better than the present ones we are in but it doesn't often turn out the way we envision them to be...lol

And it's juz so coincidental how i recently keep seeing the same person again and again as compared to be4...including today when it actually happened twice at 2 different times...almoz made me jump when i realised it...lol...

Labels: fate, outing

Haha looks like my last entry onli succeeded in making ppl blur...

juz treat it as crap if u can't read between the lines...

I juz heard something from someone which i din really expect and was quite shocked...luckily the situation din go out of hand and escalate into something even worse...let's juz say i am glad that statement ended "What the...."

whew..i cannot imagine what might have happened if it got completed...and i sincerely hope this is juz a rare occurrence which will not happen again if i had a choice...not that i could do much abt it as i wun wanna get a barrage for nothing...zzz...i dun wan to worry but i cannot juz ignore this...

blame it on peer influence and the fantastic "vulgarbulary" that society has taught us to embrace...

Thx everyone for the well-wishes...i am almoz fully recovered now except for a little cough and cold...at least the fever's gone...

And resting and relaxing for the past 3 days at home has really been something that i haven enjoyed in a long time...as in really juz staying at home and not going out at all...a gd rest for my mind and body i shld say...now i feel rejuvenated and refreshed...haha...

Woke up today with a really terrible headache and muscles aching over my body...muz be due to my craziness of playing ps2 until 5 am in the morning..felt damn lethargic and a little groggy due to the headache..plus my forehead also felt damn hot and altho the thermometer showed that my temperature was ok, i was quite sure i was having a fever with all the usual symptoms present...not to mention the cough which i also had that din make things better...

Was contemplating whether to go to the doc but decided not to and juz stay at home and rest...took 2 panadols and den went to slp again after lunch and luckily when i woke up i felt much better..the fever subsided and cough was not that bad...

Wanted to go to return library bks today plus cut hair but due to feeling ill, had no choice but to postpone my trip to the library (and adding to my fines zzz) and instead juz went to cut hair in fear of getting scolded tmr...

I should really start cultivating the habit of slping early and waking up early and not be the nocturnal creature i used to be...sometimes it would be inevitable that i have to stay up late but on other occasions when possible, i should rest when i can...altho some ppl call slping a waste of time, it's not something that can be ignored totally in view of other more impt matters...after all like my grandma once said "Ten nights of ample sleep will not be able to compensate for one night of little rest" or something to that extent, trying to bring across the fact that slp is impt to us...

Zzz thankfully i am feeling alright enuff to be online and typing this post out...i wouldn't wan to encounter something like this afternoon where i really had a torrid time...

Some of my frens told me be4 that it would be hard to keep in contact after parting ways like going to diff schs or having diff commitments like ns etc... last time i would have thought otherwise and told them that as long as frens have the similar thinking that they wanna carry on maintaining their relationship, they would make an effort to keep it going and meet up and update one another on their lives and thus at least still have each other on their minds and not entirely forget or neglect the friendship built up after all...

Budden i realise that i am actually quite wrong to have thought that way...it's not that i wanna stop meeting my frens (on the contrary i wan to...) but it's juz that things turn out to be wat i somehow was too naive to perhaps accept in the past...i tot that despite all our busy commitments we would still make an effort to meet up occasionally for an outing, a meal or juz a chit-chat session to tell each other what's been happening in our lives...that communicating on msn or thru sms would somehow be enuff to keep in contact and subsequently maybe even organise a meeting thru there...budden i was wrong...

Nowadays, ppl are busy with their own stuff that sometimes even getting a reply for a sms or on msn takes some time (i'm guilty of this too haha), not to mention trying to organise some outing...it's sianded when i organise an outing and den get replies tat juz succeed in making me wanna pull my hair out...and eventually when the outing is on and the turnout is low, it also doesn't make things feel any greater...tat's when i finally realise that sometimes it would juz have to be a case of asking one or two ppl out and going out together in a small grp that matters and not bothering to wait for everyone else to be free on another day which normally doesn't come till a damn long time later...

And is it really so hard for ppl to ask the opposite sex to go out with them without giving the wrong idea of any sort? Or rather, is it so hard for ppl to accept going out with the opposite sex without thinking too much into it?

Anyway, my biological sleep clock is going haywire again...slp and wake up like 3 times a day it juz sounds as though i am eating my meals...and soon certain things will not be as easy and relaxing as they are now...at least i've been thru it be4 so i'm mentally prepared juz that it's so sianzzz...

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