Struck by terrible diarrhoea once again these few days...it's really annoying but i cannot do much except to eat my medicine and pray and wish that i will recover fully asap...had to take mc today due to too much discomfort...woke up like 4 in the morning to go toilet and after that juz couldn't go sleep continuously without having my stomach growling and churning and me having to make many more trips to the toilet...and now i juz missed the chance for an outing(which i have been looking forward to) becos of my diarrhoea...zzz juz makes me feel sadder and more sianded...anyway thanks to the guys for helping me in one way or another while i was struggling with my stomachache...for the medicine, food, advice, help,words of goodwill that u all have provided me with..
I always believe in the chinese phrase "li shang wang lai" which literally translates into something like reciprocation of kindness between ppl...how we should always treat others the way we want them to treat us...and from what i've seen around me, i feel that this phrase has held true to its meaning in many ways...which somehow is a comforting thing to know...
Although i am a guilty party myself at times, i should say that ppl often mock and insult others without tinking abt their feelings...it may juz be for fun and laughter but it often doesn't go down well with the victim involved in the mocking...and it juz seems so much worse when one certain individual is targeted at by the others...it juz seems to be that in a group, there will normally be someone who will be ostracised and made fun of by the others...and this is something that is really sad but true...perhaps it's becos of their attitude and personality or other reasons..but sometimes maybe we shld juz cut the guy some slack and treat him with more respect rather than stamp him right down into the ground...
Some sticky issues have been mentioned and much talked abt over the past wk...which juz seems to make the whole place so much more sombre and miserable...Words have flown around needlessly, drastic actions have been made and soon (but i hope it will nvr happen) things may reach a all-time low with no chance at redemption...and from wat i heard from someone, there seems to be more than meets the eye...it's not that plain simple as wat it used to be with the emergence of an outside influence tat may juz cause a whole series of unfortunate events to happen when they could have been avoided...it juz sounded so unreal at first but i dun tink i can really avoid and ignore what i know...
Like what i mentioned earlier, the reciprocation of kindness between ppl is something i admire a lot..and now it's time for me to redeem myself for u even if i dun see eye to eye with u sometimes...hope that i succeed...
Labels: illness, talk
