The email said i din get shortlisted for the final round of interview for the smu lkcsp scholarship...haiz lol...i din do well enuff to get selected after all...
Oh well at least i'm not feeling as lousy as i tot i would be (as if this would be any form of consolation...haha) budden i shld juz be contented with wat i have lah...maybe will try out for other scholarships nxt time...a scholarship will really help to pay for tuition fees as well as other miscellaneous fees but i believe i will dread the added pressure tat comes with doing well when i have a scholarship..i'm talking crap becos whether we get a scholarship or not, we will still have to work hard and maintain good grades in uni...altho i always tot of slacking in uni...acty not slacking but rather exposing myself to alot of diff things in uni..it's supposed to be fun and exciting together with studying and not juz plain dumb mugging(not meant to offend anyone out there haha)...i may have to eat these words of mine in future when i'm in uni but let's wait till den...and in a way, the scholarship hanging over ur head will help to provide some self-discipline as i believe no one wans to lose their scholarship becos of slacking...haha...
What's meant to be will be... =D